(Note the past tense.) Yes, I hit the wall, I arrived at rock bottom. No, I did not want to live any more. The dark night of the soul, the darkest hour, period. The tiredness was total and overpowering; I let myself be tiredness personified. The next session with my psychotherapist:
I am tired, so tired of all this. I am tired of being asked what’s next. I am tired of talking and thinking about what happened.
