I want to disappear.

I wish I could simply disappear. Vanish like a soap bubble. One moment she shines bright and iridescently, and then – zap – she’s gone. As if she was never there in the first place.

Love in the USA

The trip from Costa Rica was excruciating. My flight was 3.5 hrs delayed in Dallas, and I ended up having a 6-hr layover there. When I got to San Francisco, the suitcases had already arrived. My girlfriend and her husband welcomed me to their home with open hearts and open arms. Read more

Surrender: Giving Myself to that which is highest

Cancer is a peculiar experience. When I first spoke about it, people tried to be reassuring with sentences containing words like “fight” and “battle”. Read more